My life and everything thats in it…

wow.. the last posting in my blog was way back before i went for my umrah.. that’s like a year ago.. much has happened since then.. my mak ndak & family came back.. had a whole lot of fun holidaying with them.. other than that, my parents (& family & relatives) finally met my bf.. and im so happy that my dad likes him alot now.. and my mom is beginning to accept him in my life.. life seems perfect for me.. what more could a girl want?

i have learnt alot about life too, alot of which made me think and made me realise that im quite a mature person.. at the age of 19, i shud be mature, shudnt i? i shud learn to take responsibilities.. well, slowly i am.. slowly im beginning to feel like im an adult..

i had a dream a few nights ago, i dreamt that i was back in school.. i cant actually remember much, but i know i was in school.. school memories are still fresh in my mind, yet it feels like ages ago.. im not saying that i miss my school life, im also not saying that i don’t miss it.. its just that i still think about it once in a while.. how childish i was.. thinking back of what had happen in past, i must say i’ve experience quite a dramatic and colourful teenage life.. although i must say that im grateful that i never got involved with drugs or cigarrettes.. whew!

anyway, i guess this is a start for my blogging session again… it feels nice to start blogging again.. till next time -diLa-

i have just realised im an internet addict… life is meaningless for me if i cant access the net…. hehehhehee…. these past week has been such a miserable and stressful week since i cant go online… they’re upgrading the broadband in my condo… till the 15th july… thank God i’m able to accesst today or i would have gone nuts….

anyhow, i’ve just realised that its already july…. im leaving for umrah in about less than 2 weeks time… honestly, i havent done much preparation… i havent even packed… sigh~ waiting for the last minute to do everything… -diLa-

its been 2 days since my sister and brother in law left for The Hague, Netherlands… she has a meeting there for a week and my brother in law followed her as well… without the kids…. hehehehe..

meaning its nenek’s time to watch over the kids…. and also maksu lala… since i have nothing 2 do…. exams over… and i’ve become a part time babysitter… hehehehehe…. basically i just play with the kids… entertain them…. minus the bathing, washing the shi* and all… hehehehe… if that occurs… i pass the baby to bibik… =D i love them all i do… but i just cant wash others shi*… not even my own nephew…. heehehhehee…

anyway…. i just realise that im getting older by day and that i am a full grown lady…  i realise that im ready for the next part of life… the turning point…. being an adult…. i have to grow up… i need to…. im not getting any younger, so i have to start thinking, acting like an adult… can i manage?

finally…. the moment i’ve been waiting for has arrived, my 2 mths holiday, yet, its not exactly what i want…. i’ve been doing nothing…… watch tv…. surf the net… watch cds… sighh~~ its only the 1st day of holiday and im already complaining? eeshhh~

i just cant wait for july to come…. will be performing umrah from the 16th till the 29th of july… my dad’s been telling me how lucky i am…. he only step foot in mecca at the age of 42 while im going when im 19… anyhow… went to the gynae again today…. had to weigh myself again… put on another kilo… great! mom’s been bugging me to swim…. jog…. she says im lack of exercise… =(

i miss someone… someone who’s very busy lately… busy with work, and yes i know, i need 2 understand…. -diLa-

yesterday, my brother and sister, and their family came over to my house… it was a real full house… you can say its quite a chaos… but i enjoy having all of them over… quality time spent with my nephews and nieces..

something very sweet touched my heart yesterday, after seeing nasrin playing with khairina, reminded me of my childhood… reminded me mostly about my dearest cousin, ainaa… how we both grew up together doing mostly everything together and how far apart we have become once we’re older… both busy with each other’s life… sad… but true….

i cant help but cry… not because i long for the bond, but to think that nasrin and nina might have the same bond as i did with ainaa… anyhow… enuff of emotional stuff…. today’s sunday…. just came back from grocery shopping with my syg…

i am so so sowwy for waking u up very early in the morning just to teman me yg… if i had known that u slept at 4am and ajib slept over, i might not have bothered u… anyhow…. so much for my aerobic exercise.. skipped it this week… hmmmm… well… the gud news is, i wont be having muscle aches! hahahaha…

right right… its almost 3.30 nw… better get back on the books… sighh~ still have 3 more papers to go………… regards…. -diLa-

yesterday i followed my mom to the gynae.. mom told me to consult the gynae about my period since its inconsistent.. it goes from 35 till up to 50 days cycle… and i can never predict when its gonna come… ikut suka hati dia je bila nak mai.. sighh~

anyhow, before consulting the gynae, i had to weigh myself… i was very very surprised to know that im 53 kilos now! oh gosh~ im supposed to be 48!! =( that was a year ago… how could i gain 5 kilos in a year?? whats happening??? sighh~ is it too late to start on a new yr resolution? i wanna lose back my 5 kiloss… =(

so starting from today…. 10th May 2006… i’m starting my diet again (since my previous diet didn’t exactly work)…

1. breakfast = nestum + milo

2. lunch = bread + butter + jam / egg / whatever sandwich that is healthy

3. dinner (around 5pm) = half rice as always + any dish that my mom cook

actually, my mom has been on this diet… im just following hers… hehehehe..

oh yes, yesterday evening… after comin back from the gynae…. my syg dropped by again… this time… he came to jog with me… yes… i complained the whole day about me being fat…. so he came and we went to tmn jaya to jog… hehehe… yes, it was our first time jogging together… it was so sweet of him to do that for me… i felt really touched…

ok then.. thats it for today… gotta continue studying… argghh~ finals starting next week… wishh me luckk….. -diLa-

Have anyone ever received a kicap manis as a gift from his/her gf/bf? hehehhe… well.. i must be the 1 in a million person who has ever gotten it… =D

here’s how the story goes.. last night, yaser was craving for my daging msk kicap.. and he wanted it today since he’s dropping by to see me.. but then, i ran out of kicap manis… so sowwy dear…

so then just now when he came by, he told me he wanted to give me a gift… never have i thought someone would actually give a kicap manis as a gift… hehehehe… i was laughing my head out just now… sorry again yg…. its just funny + weird… =D

anyway, thanks syg… thanks for the unusual yet meaningful gift… i do appreciate it… dont worry…. one day u’ll get to taste my daging kicap… dont complain if x sdp k… im not as good as u in cooking…. gosh~ i miss ur tiwamisu!!!

regards… -diLa-

ellow.. its been ages since i last blogged… i wonder if anyone actually reads this.. life.. life.. been sick for the past couple of weeks.. sighh~ finally mom told me to go see the dR today.. cuz its not getting any better.. =( anyhow.. thats it from me now… dont feel like typing any longer.. thanx for dropping by, to those who made an effort to read my not-so-attractive blog… take care.. oh ya.. wish me luck for my finals.. starting next 2 weeks… *pray*

-diLa-

helloo…

i just wanna wish a happy raya to all muslims celebrating…

i also wanna take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness from everyone…

regardless whether i did or did not do anything wrong to you…

may this raya brings you lots of joy and happiness with loved ones…

do take care….

lots of lurve,

-diLa-

greetings to all….

its been quite a while since i last blogged…

1. im tooo lazy

2. been busy with my life

3. dont feel like typing anything for public viewing

huhuhu.. basically that sums up why i havent been blogging..

hurmm.. oh yess… today’s nuzul quran….

supposed 2 be on holiday, if HELP was in Selangor… sigh!! =(

anyway, i just wanna wish everyone happy fasting……

although its almost halfway…  but then again, better late than never… hehe…

i think i’d wish a selamat hari raya in advance…!! since im in raya mood now…

maaf zahir & batin….. another 13 days to go…!!

weeeeeeee…..!! =) aight then…. i gotta go now….. till next time… buhbye!

-diLa-