Transition State..
Having growing up as the youngest child in my family, I feel & I know for certain that I have been pampered lavishly by my parents. Not that I can buy luxurious things, but anything affordable that I want has been fulfilled by my parents. I thank them, truly, and I hope that one day, I shall repay them as to what they have given me. Thanks Bapak, thanks Mama. I love the both of you unconditionally
Now, after being 5 months engaged to my most wonderful partner, I realise that my dad is slowly letting go of his responsibilities towards me. And I too, realise that my fiance has slowly started taking this responsibility. In terms of being pampered like I was before, now I feel like I have someone who is willing to pamper me like how my parents have pampered me for most part of my earlier life. Is it wrong for me to want to be pampered every once in a while? I feel happy. And most importantly I feel appreciated & loved by this great man whom, insyaAllah, will soon be my husband.
Thank you sayang. Thank you for loving me.
Regards,
Adilah
