My life and everything thats in it…

its been 2 days since my sister and brother in law left for The Hague, Netherlands… she has a meeting there for a week and my brother in law followed her as well… without the kids…. hehehehe..

meaning its nenek’s time to watch over the kids…. and also maksu lala… since i have nothing 2 do…. exams over… and i’ve become a part time babysitter… hehehehehe…. basically i just play with the kids… entertain them…. minus the bathing, washing the shi* and all… hehehehe… if that occurs… i pass the baby to bibik… =D i love them all i do… but i just cant wash others shi*… not even my own nephew…. heehehhehee…

anyway…. i just realise that im getting older by day and that i am a full grown lady…  i realise that im ready for the next part of life… the turning point…. being an adult…. i have to grow up… i need to…. im not getting any younger, so i have to start thinking, acting like an adult… can i manage?

finally…. the moment i’ve been waiting for has arrived, my 2 mths holiday, yet, its not exactly what i want…. i’ve been doing nothing…… watch tv…. surf the net… watch cds… sighh~~ its only the 1st day of holiday and im already complaining? eeshhh~

i just cant wait for july to come…. will be performing umrah from the 16th till the 29th of july… my dad’s been telling me how lucky i am…. he only step foot in mecca at the age of 42 while im going when im 19… anyhow… went to the gynae again today…. had to weigh myself again… put on another kilo… great! mom’s been bugging me to swim…. jog…. she says im lack of exercise… =(

i miss someone… someone who’s very busy lately… busy with work, and yes i know, i need 2 understand…. -diLa-