buSy buSy buSy!!
hello… sorry for not blogging in as frequent as before.. im caught up with work till i have no time to update my blog… hehe! yeah right… the truth is, im too lazy to type nowadays… had enough of typing & keying things in at work… =p ah well, what can i say, i put myself into this & i have to deal it on my own…
anyway, got my 1st pay yesterday… weeehaaaa..! my hard earn money! this is the 1st time i actually felt good about getting money… usually i take money for granted since i can get it easily from my parents without realising how hard they earn it and how thriftly i spend it… sigh! feeling guilty now… i guess thats a lesson i get from working, that is, to appreciate money that i get… hehe! see how much i’ve changed since i started working? im proud of myself… =p
i enjoy doing my job & i enjoy everyday at work… there are certain times when i thought i made a huge mistake by getting involve in the working field, especially when there’s just too many customers & when i work under pressure… i tend to be a little kelam kabut… hahaha! i just need to be cool… learn to calm down & relax… relax when im under a lot of stress… chill…. yes dila… take a deep breath………… and let go…
life oh life… today is the 1st day i had to bring my work back home coz i cant finish doing it just now & besides, it needs to be done urgently (and i still have time to blog here eh? hahaha!) =p ssshhhhh! nevermind… the night is still young… its only 8.45 now… still a long way to go before im off to bed…
hmmm… time flies really fast eh? its july now… next month my results will be out… dooms day fOr me!! sigh! i dont wanna think about it just yet… one month is still a long way to go rite??? rite??? (trying to console myself… urghh!!) gotta get back to my work or i’ll never get it done… take care… buhbye! -diLa-
