My life and everything thats in it…

heyya… im sure most of you have heard of the mumbai flood… well, it has certainly affected a number of people there… hmm… out of all the victims of the flood, i must say that it hurts me to know that my own brother was caught in the catastrophe… sigh! =( tears fell from my eyes when i heard about the news… worried sick that my brother might be in danger…  on the day of the disaster, my brother was on the way to the airport for his flight back home.. it was raining heavily at that moment and finally, it was flooding.. the road was jammed up and cars could not move as the water rises to almost 3 feet.. my my.. i wonder what happen to his luggages?

thanks to Allah, he is safe and managed to get through the flood and finally reaching his destination, the airport… he said that along the way, he could see dead bodies floating on the water and it was freaky… what a traumatic experience for him… haih! i miss my brother now.. *sob sob* and most of us need him at work… i realised that as much as we both hate each other (my bro & i), deep down we do love one another.. hhahahaha! ye ke abg? i guess its true… he’s so protective over me…. and he always do things for me.. hahaahhahaa! ah well… i really do love my bro… *sob sob* wishing you get back safely bro… okay… thats all i want to say for now…. need to get up early for work tmrw and im very exhausted… take care… goodnight! -diLa-

"ya Allah! kuatnya bau…. sapa makan durian dalam office nie???!"

thats the question which came to people’s mind a few weeks ago when one of the kakak in my office brought the durian into the office… smart eh? huhu… but who cares? as long as i get to eat it, thats all that matters… to those who dont know me that well… here’s another point about me… i love durian! currently, im known to be a hantu durian… haha! yummie! its finger licking good… =p anyhow, i had durian again today…. my God! i cant believe i actually managed to eat one durian alone… hehe.. yeah right! im kidding… one of the akak & i ate that one durian… still, thats a lot ok! 2 ppl eating one durian… eeeeshhh! kenyang terasa sampai skrg… huhuhu…

ok ok… enough about durian.. im sure some ppl are getting disgusted by reading this, especially those who dont like durians…. among all of my family members, there’s only 2 ppl who doesnt like eating durian at ALL… they cant even bare the smell of it! my bro (adli) & my sis (anisah).. i wonder where they get their genes from? both my mom & dad loves durian so much! huhuhu… =p now, their kids dont eat durians too… sigh! nvm.. although there’s a bit of improvement with my brother.. my sister-in-law told me that my bro is starting to eat durians… i have no idea how she did it, but its a miracle! huhuhu… a person who hates durian so much can actually manage to eat it… =p

alright, im changing the topic now.. i realise something important recently… that my life is so perfect and im so lucky to have such a wonderful family… hehe! i love everyone.. my mom, my dad, my sister, my brothers, my sister-in-laws, my brother-in-law, my nephews, my nieces.. i know now that nothing means more to me than family… huhuhu! what more do i want in life dude? my life is perfect.. currently… =p hopefully it’ll continue to be so in future… sigh!

my my… i need to get some rest coz im so tired… work has been a real energy-taker… i am getting less sleep… im craving for it soo badly now.. =( *sob sob* thank God tmrw’s my day off… whew! can finally get a rest… hehe! but then i dont think i can though coz my mom wants me to teman her to KLCC to shop… ok dude.. thats all for now… im signing off coz im wayyyyyyy exhausted! take care & goodnight! thanks for dropping by at my one and only active blog.. huhu! regards.. -diLa-

im pretty exhausted now.. i dont know why im still not in bed yet & can still manage to open my eyes wide enough to look into this screen.. sigh! i have a feeling my power has increased… i’d probably go for eye check again one of these days… huhu…

anyhow, life’s great for me here… everything’s doing fine… so far, im very happy with myself & my life… theres no stress, no problems & no headache… so far la… =p wait till my results are out… see how stressed i’d be then… urghh! not thinking about it yet… not till next month that is… i know sooner or later i do have to face the reality…. but i dont want to do so now… sigh!

ok lah, enough about the stressful stuff… let me tell you about something interesting that happened to me yesterday… i’ve finally met my best online friend… kak amy… she finally agreed to meet me after i dared her to do so… i challenged her to face her fears of meeting me… mcm fear factor pulak… i didnt think she was serious to see me at all… i thought she was just joking with me about meeting me yesterday….

oh no…. this is what happens if you blog in in the middle of the night.. damn sleepy lah…. ok then… i gotta go…. to be continued…. take care…. -diLa-

im officially sick! had my sinus whole day yesterday at work… got my sore throat last night & today im starting to lose my voice… uwaaa!! =’( whats wrong with me? why am i so weak? sigh! anyway, luckily today’s my off day… was planning to go out but i wasnt up for it… went to see the doctor this around 3pm… watched tv (my mom’s soap opera, rubi) after coming back… then, slept around 5 till around 8 coz my mom woke me up to pray.. now im officially not sleepy at all.. tired yes, but not sleepy… i still hvnt got back my voice & im not in the mood to talk…

was watchin the news just now… london won to be the host for olympic 2012! i pity paris… they were really hoping to be the host… when i was there a month ago, they were campaigning all out.. loads of banners for paris 2012! london didnt put much effort as compared to paris… hehe..! i dont see london highlighting about them being one of the candidates to be the host for olympics 2012.. ah well… i cant say much… who am i to say anything about this… its not as if im part of this anyway… im just an ordinary human with my own opinion… =p

oh yes… im so happy today.. my sister-in-law told me she’s confirm having a baby girl! she went for a check-up yesterday… the doctor is 80% sure that the baby is a girl! hehehe…. yay! im gonna have another niece.. so excited! okie dokie.. i gotta go now… i think i wanna watch tv… hope there’s something good showing on tv… nites! take care.. -diLa-

hello… sorry for not blogging in as frequent as before.. im caught up with work till i have no time to update my blog… hehe! yeah right… the truth is, im too lazy to type nowadays… had enough of typing & keying things in at work… =p ah well, what can i say, i put myself into this & i have to deal it on my own…

anyway, got my 1st pay yesterday… weeehaaaa..! my hard earn money! this is the 1st time i actually felt good about getting money… usually i take money for granted since i can get it easily from my parents without realising how hard they earn it and how thriftly i spend it… sigh! feeling guilty now… i guess thats a lesson i get from working, that is, to appreciate money that i get… hehe! see how much i’ve changed since i started working? im proud of myself… =p

i enjoy doing my job & i enjoy everyday at work… there are certain times when i thought i made a huge mistake by getting involve in the working field, especially when there’s just too many customers & when i work under pressure… i tend to be a little kelam kabut… hahaha! i just need to be cool… learn to calm down & relax… relax when im under a lot of stress… chill…. yes dila… take a deep breath………… and let go…

life oh life… today is the 1st day i had to bring my work back home coz i cant finish doing it just now & besides, it needs to be done urgently (and i still have time to blog here eh? hahaha!) =p ssshhhhh! nevermind… the night is still young… its only 8.45 now… still a long way to go before im off to bed…

hmmm… time flies really fast eh? its july now… next month my results will be out… dooms day fOr me!! sigh! i dont wanna think about it just yet… one month is still a long way to go rite??? rite??? (trying to console myself… urghh!!) gotta get back to my work or i’ll never get it done… take care… buhbye! -diLa-