why is it so hard?
its 2.30 am… on a thursday… i cant sleep and i dont know why… too many things on my mind… wish i could let it all out here… but im just too lazy to type everything out… let me give u the gist of it… to those of you who knows me very well… i think u should know what have been my problem… ever since.. let me think… 2 months ago.. yes… that… sigh!! it keeps bothering me… especially in the middle of the night… errr, to those who’s still blurr when reading this… im so sorry… i dont feel like writing about it now…
uiks… my mom just woke up… she’s scolding me for not sleeping yet… hope she didnt notice the red eyes that i just had after pouring my tears not a while ago… hah! probably if she did notice… she might have thought its just a normal tired eyes or something… anyway… i gotta go now before she comes check on me again… buhbye! -diLa-
