My life and everything thats in it…

yup…… my condition is getting from bad to worst… i lost my voice since saturday and till now havent fully gotten it back yet.. im still having my sore throat and still wheezing at night.. sigh! i need to get well before leaving for europe… what to do?? went to see the doctor yesterday…. he just gave me a cough mixture & told me to start using the inhaler again… =( sadly, i dont think im improving… my cough is getting more frequent & now my fever is back…. uwaaaaaa!!! anyway, this might be my last post for these 3 weeks…. will be back on the 21st june… =) hmm… tmrw im bz with all the last minute checkings…. all the things i wanna bring….. oh… and last minute shopping too with my mom…. =p okaylah, pray that i’m safe where ever i am, will you? hehe! thanks…. take care all….. -diLa-

im sick sick sick!!! uwaaaa!!! pening nye kepala…. =’( *sob sob* been tryin to sleep but cant… stupid construction goin on and its sooo freaking noisy… dunno where its coming from… urghhhh!!! *angry* dah la demam…. not enough rest pulak….. how am i gonna get well? sigh! chill dila chill… aiyoo… why la suddenly over sensitive? =( oops… hahahaha! i almost forgot… now i remember why but i cant tell… wakakkakkaa…. for those of u who knows me really really well…. u’ll know.. =) anyway… gotta go.. buhbyee!! -diLa-

im sure u’re wondering whats with the title right? hmm… let me just say that unplanned stuff seems to be more fun than the things we planned.. hehe! that happened to me yesterday… as u can see from my previous post, i planned to stay at home and watch movies but i end up doing completely different things.. haha!

i went to visit my brother in the hospital with my sister & brother-in-law… my brother was admitted a few times for the same sickness (sleep dis).. sigh! the doctor says he has 2 options:- either to operate (with side effects worst than his sickness) or just leave it as it is (and continue having attacks)… my dad says just leave it as it is because the risk of taking the operation is not certain… the doctor says if he wants to leave it as it is, he needs to lose weight… he has currently lose around 20 kilos, which is an improvement but he needs to lose more…

after that, my brother-in-law wanted to go pyramid for a haircut but we ended up shopping… my bro-in-law can really shop ok! worst than a woman.. hehe! then, we ate sushi king… im sick of japanese foods now… after eating too much of it yesterday… my brother in law la… he ordered so many dishes and end up i have to eat coz my sister’s having morning sickness & couldnt eat more than what she needs to.. sigh! nvm… =(

next, we ate haagen dazs.. i wanted to try the tiramisu but it has liquor.. so i took the normal one that i always have, vanilla… yummy! and the thing i love most about going out with my siblings is, i dont have to pay a thing…. weeeee!! hahahhahaahaa…. we went back to my sister’s house to pick the kids up to kiara… went to play bowling… i won… haha! mestilah… if not malulah, playing with my nephews and kalah? =p ermm… my bro-in-law, as usual.. at his driving range… my sister went swimming with my niece while i had to take care of the boys…

came back to my sister’s house and i was soo exhausted.. then, kak najihah (my bro-in-law’s sister) came back to my sister’s house.. was talking to her all night… hehe! am so gonna miss her la… she’s getting married this weekend… thats why we’re all leaving to kuantan for her wedding…. =) she’s having the cold feets now… hehe! normal la right? haih.. she’s lucky to have found a person whom she loves & loves her… sigh! jealous pulak… haha!

this morning i woke up quite early actually… around 6.. maybe because I’m not use to sleeping over there… the last time i slept at my sister’s house was when my parents had to go for haji, early 2002 if I’m not mistaken.. i remembered crying every single day… uwaaaa!! right then i realised how much i depend on my parents…. =(

anyway, im back home now… went swimming just now around 11.30… thank God the pool was blocked by the condo from exposure of the sun… whew! erm.. it was freaking cold!! i thought 11.30 the water should be warmer right? hmm… i only managed to do 10 laps… sigh! usually i can do around 25-30 laps.. but not today… uwaaaa! =( maybe its because i havent been swimming in a while… way back before the exam…. sometime earlier this year… right… wow! i didnt realise i wrote so much in just one post… hahaha! shows that i have nothing better to do… ah well.. i gotta go now… getting hungry…. =p take care… buhbye! -diLa-

morning… =) i have just finished crying after watching final romance… sigh! its been a long time since i last watch this movie… i never get bored watching it over and over again… edison chen is so cute… hehe! erm.. i’m planning to stay home today… had enough "lectures" from my parents already… time to cool them off.. hehe! ok lah, i wanna continue my movie marathon… what movie to watch next… hmm… think dila… think… maybe i’ll watch ada apa dengan cinta… or kal ho naa ho… or maybe ever after.. hehe! dude.. i’ve got time to kill lah… so mind me ok? right then…. gotta go now… will continue blogging later.. buhbyee! -diLa-

good morning… its a sunday morning again…. and im up early… didnt go back to sleep after subuh because i didnt feel so sleepy… =O surprising aint it? hahaha! anyway, kak azizah just went back home a while ago… she slept over at my house last night… we were at midvalley the whole day yesterday… watched star wars in the afternoon… then played 2 games of bowling.. urghh..! balik rumah terus satu badan sakit… =p

erm… it was nice hanging out with my cousins yesterday.. all 9 of us.. me, kak azizah, kak baya, adzha, mas aini, nadia, kak adik, kak ngah, omar arif… abg adli (my bro) & kak halida went back right after the movie.. hurmm… star wars was good! 2 thumbs up for george lucas again.. sigh! sadly, this is the last episode of all the 6 episodes… now i know why anakin aka darth vader has to wear the mask thingy… erk.. mask ka? hehe! whatever u call that thing lah…

ok then… i gotta get goin now… going out again later… my dad just nagged me this morning saying i’ve been out everyday and money also going out eh? cehh..! fine.. =( i’ll try to stay in tomorrow & the day after that… hehe! ah well, i wont be here for long… just let me enjoy my days here before leaving to kuantan (next weekend) & europe… haha! im saying this over and over again…. im soooooooo freaking excited for this trip… cant wait to goooo!!!! aight then… gotta go… buhbye!! -diLa-

tired, sleepy & happy.. hehe! im tired because i was at OU the whole day today.. sleepy because I didnt have enough sleep last night.. and I’m happy because I was over at my sister’s house after coming back from OU, bonding time with my nephews (nukman & hilmi) and niece (Khairina).. it was nice catching up with my them because i was super busy before with college and all till i had no time to visit them..

nukman is more like a younger brother to me than a nephew.. i guess its because we were quite close since he was small.. sigh! how time flies… nukman is 10 years old now… standard 4… currently, he has a gf named elyana.. hahaha! my God! 10 years old and has a gf? my my.. ah well, kids now are getting more and more mature… he knows basically everything that has happened to me.. hehe! and lucky me, he keeps secrets quite well… whew!

hmm… my anak buah whom i pamper the most is khairina aka nina.. she’s now 4 years old and she’s so the manja with me.. hehe! in the future, i would want a baby girl first.. boys arent that manja.. i remembered when nukman was small.. he didnt like ppl to cuddle him.. hehe! sorta like, uncool kinda thing.. =þ anyway, i guess i pamper nina the most coz she was the only niece i had before nasrin alanna (my other niece who’s 1 year old now.. she’s sooo cute & soooo adorable..).. i love all of my nephews and nieces…

currently, i have 4 nephews and 2 nieces… nukman (10), hilmi (8), khairina (4), shakeel (4), nabil (3) & nasrin alanna (1).. there’s 2 more on the way… hehe! I’m so excited when it comes to my nephews and nieces.. =) mind me… i think if i were to write about them… it’ll take loads and loads of space in this blog… haha! ok lah… i gotta go now… i think i might go to bed soon… goodnight.. -diLa-

its 2.30 am… on a thursday… i cant sleep and i dont know why… too many things on my mind… wish i could let it all out here… but im just too lazy to type everything out… let me give u the gist of it… to those of you who knows me very well… i think u should know what have been my problem… ever since.. let me think… 2 months ago.. yes… that… sigh!! it keeps bothering me… especially in the middle of the night… errr, to those who’s still blurr when reading this… im so sorry… i dont feel like writing about it now…

uiks… my mom just woke up… she’s scolding me for not sleeping yet… hope she didnt notice the red eyes that i just had after pouring my tears not a while ago… hah! probably if she did notice… she might have thought its just a normal tired eyes or something… anyway… i gotta go now before she comes check on me again… buhbye! -diLa-

hello… today’s wednesday, 1.10pm… and im eating keropok & drinking my mango yogurt drink.. yum yum… hehe! yup.. thats my lunch.. i had fried rice in the morning so im not that hungry now… hmm.. thank God my headache is gone now… stupid roller coaster! i dont think i wanna go to the indoor themepark at timesquare again, anytime soon… the rides made me sick… only managed to get on the spinning orbit, the 360 degree thingy (dunno whats it called), and the roller coaster.. i wonder why i was perfectly normal when i went there last year and the year before that… maybe I’m getting older… or maybe I’m having some sickness that i dont know… hope not… ohh, probably its due to my sinus.. my mom says it links to the balancing of my body or sumthin and thus, causes me to have headache… sigh! i dont wanna know… =(

anyway, i’m lepaking at home today… im flat broke… uwaaa!! or maybe i should just go visit my nephews and nieces… hmmm.. think dila think… but then again.. im too lazy to drive… so probably home is the best place to be today… gonna watch tv… or probably just online the whole day… hehe! urghh..! i forgot… my sound card rosak… so i cant listen to songs for now… my bro’s gonna send my cpu to the computer shop to repair but my dad needs me to type some letters for him… so maybe i’ll pass to my bro just before i going to europe.. oh yes, speaking of europe… im all excited to go!! hehe! packed my bags already… =) my mom too… hehe! one of these days we’re gonna go on a last minute shopping to buy gifts for my relatives there… what to buy what to buy? err… hmmm… i guess im gonna leave it all up to my mom.. hehe! im quite bad at buying gifts for ppl… =þ ok then.. i gotta go… take care ya? buhbyee.. -diLa-

its 2.30 pm now… was watchin tv after taking my bath… then my mom wanted to use me as a guinea pig to test the new set of make-ups which she had just bought yesterday.. sheeshh! me and make-ups? hahaha! so doesnt fit… the only thing i put on my face is lip gloss… occasionally, i do apply mascara on my face… oh yes, my mom bought a concealer for me yesterday… she told me i have to use it since the dark circles under my eyes seem to be getting worse by day… sigh! oops! gotta go… will continue writing this later…

ok… i’m back home now… went out for a while to get food… was sooo hungry… not anymore… hehe! bought KFC O.R. Fillet burger meal… i’m quite full now… erm, i love driving on the road on Sunday! no jam!! hehe…

life oh life… cant wait for tmrw… might be going out to timesquare…. hopefully… will be getting my headache back after goin on the DNA mixer & the 360 degrees thingy, what’s it called again? err… space sumthing… cant remember… i lurve the roller coaster… its the best thing out of all the rides there.. ok then.. i gotta go now… need to do some stuff… buhbyee! -diLa-

hello! gudmorning to all.. its sunday, 15th May 2005… oops! i almost forgot… its my brother’s birthday today… bro, if u happen to be reading my blog, happy  26th birthday!! May Allah bless u & ur family always dude… cant wait for my next anak buah to come.. hehe! hopefully its a girl this time bro… okay… enough bout that… its almost noon now… and I still havent had my shower… woke up quite late this morning because I slept late… got a lengthy lecture from my parents saying that i shouldn’t sleep so late.. blablabla.. sheesh! they say it’ll disturb my body system and all… ok ok.. i’ll try to sleep earlier next time… its not that i dont want to… its just that during the exam period, i slept quite late most of the nights, so i’m kinda used to it already now… hehe! i guess i have to learn to readjust my system again… haih!

today, i’m planning to just stay at home and rest… dont feel like going out… probably i’m gonna read the harry potter book 4 & 5 that suet yun lent me… err, yeah… i had no time to read it before ok…. since i have 3 1/2 months to kill, i shall read the books now… hehe! cant wait to watch the star wars episode 3 revenge of the sith… my dear dear hayden christensen.. haha! in ur dreams dila.. erkk… which reminds me… i gotta get the tix tmrw… gonna watch with my cousins on the premiere day itself… wee!! anyway… i gotta go now… want to finish these 2 books as soon as possible… take care.. buhbyee!! -diLa-