My life and everything thats in it…

Recently, I entered myself in the Nokia N82 Soul of the Night Contest. As like any other contests which I have entered, I never put on hope or imagined I would actually stand a chance to win the contest. However, fate has brought me to a different direction this week.

I was shortlisted among the 20 contestants for the Nokia N82 Soul of the Night - Wireless Adventure Challenge. It really came as a shock to me because I did not expect this to happen. Anyway, this morning was the audition for the organising committee to select 8 out of these 20 candidates. I felt very grateful that Bheena was there to accompany me. Thank you girl, thanks for waking up early & thanks for supporting me with this unexpected event. I really appreciate it =)

However, I dont know if I am lucky (or unlucky), to be the first interviewed. Some may say that being the first might not be the luckiest, but I have given my best shot and its up to the judges to make their decision. Anyway, the prizes are: A trip to Hong Kong for 2 & a Nokia N82. What I should do now is to continue my life as before (and secretly hope that I’ll be selected and wait for their call. Hehe).

P.S.: I really do want the phone..

Having growing up as the youngest child in my family, I feel & I know for certain that I have been pampered lavishly by my parents. Not that I can buy luxurious things, but anything affordable that I want has been fulfilled by my parents. I thank them, truly, and I hope that one day, I shall repay them as to what they have given me. Thanks Bapak, thanks Mama. I love the both of you unconditionally

Now, after being 5 months engaged to my most wonderful partner, I realise that my dad is slowly letting go of his responsibilities towards me. And I too, realise that my fiance has slowly started taking this responsibility. In terms of being pampered like I was before, now I feel like I have someone who is willing to pamper me like how my parents have pampered me for most part of my earlier life. Is it wrong for me to want to be pampered every once in a while? I feel happy. And most importantly I feel appreciated & loved by this great man whom, insyaAllah, will soon be my husband.

Thank you sayang. Thank you for loving me.

Regards,
Adilah

I have just gotten my pay from PNB today =D after a month of delay, i have finally received the cheque from PNB for my practical training there.. anyway, isetan is on sale again, beginning today… i spent nearly a quarter of my pay! not that much lah… but im satisfied.. i am happy~!! Selamat Berpuasa to all muslims & Selamat Hari Raya in advance from me.. Maaf Zahir & Batin… -Adilah Ghazi-

yes, i am happy no better words to describe my emotions other than happiness…. im very thankful for my life.. im so grateful for everything that Allah has given me… great family, great life… thats all i can say for now… blogging in the office makes me feel guilty by the way.. hehehe… bye! -diLa-

life can be frustrating sometimes…….. im feeling it now……

one tree hill’s season 4 finale is the best ever! =)

today was my 1st attempt to bake a cake.. hahaha! i didnt knw it was so damn easy to do it and it turns out so so nice.. =D my dad loved it to the max & he ate most of it.. hehehe.. i feel like baking again.. maybe make muffins.. the last time i ever made muffins was way back in form 3 during Kemahiran Hidup (KH) cooking class… hahaha..! anyhow, enuf about baking… i just started my practical yesterday.. my 1st day was quite blur blur… and the department im under was quite boring.. there was only about less than 10 ppl in that department… my 1st day, i only had to read up about what the company’s objective was… and all the details about the company… hope next week i will face more challenging and interesting job.. =)
after work, yaser came to fetch me… so shweet but late…! ok ok… i shud be more understanding… KL = JAM… but anyway, it was a relief seeing him after a loong tiring day at work.. tiring ka? no lahh… i was just tired walking back and to klcc from my office for lunch… alright then.. thats all from me now.. i wanna watch TV…! buhbyeee….. -diLa-

welcome.. welcome… im back to blogging again.. =) after months of improper sleep, i finally had a long rest… aaah! my dad was saying, rest la these 2 days before u start ur practical.. hah… talking about practical, i just got a call from the place im suppose to go for practical… only now they’re asking for my address to send the offer letter.. 2 days b4 the day im suppose to report myself to the office..
anyhow, my life feels so planned out.. everything i do seems to follow the schedule..
sometimes i wish that i cud do something unexpected…

i was browsing thru the TV just now while having my brunch & i came across a reality show called "On the Lot".. its a show to find talented directors/filmmakers.. the winner will have a  chance to earn a $1-million development deal at DreamWorks.. nice isnt it? wish i had that chance..

its really interesting to see how the contestants portray their ideas and how they attract viewers to vote for them based on a 1 minute movie.. i enjoyed myself & i have my personal favourites.. hehehe… i’m finally back to being a TV addict =D

somethin hit me while i was watching the show.. i felt as though i want to do something different.. maybe not directing a movie or acting, but i do feel that my mind is creative with ideas and stories but i dont know how to use them to achieve something.. ok.. now i feel like im crapping.. but who cares.. this is my blog..

i did try to write a novel, way way back during my high school life, manage to do a chapter but after reading it back, decided that it was so stupid, made me wonder who would ever read it? hmm.. maybe this isn’t for me, maybe i need to gain more knowledge about life, have a broader mind to be able to write good stories…

who knows, maybe one day, if malaysia ever made that kind of reality show, i might give a try.. see my luck.. hahaha…! but knowing the malaysian market.. and seeing the malaysian movie industry, i doubt that it can go further.. only few are successful.. most, most are just not worth watching…

do i have what it takes? someone from an accounting background? jumping into the world of creative arts? i have to do something in order to find out… but what resources have i got to do something? ok ok.. enough of crapping dila… hehehe…. till next time.. buhbye.. -diLa-

alhamdulillah.. life is recovering… thats why ppl say there’s ups and downs in life… i do believe that everyone faces both, if not, life wont be any interesting or challenging… anyway, i am happy with my life for now… im just a little worried about my studies… another month to go before trials and 2 mths before my finals.. wish me luck! regards -diLa-

just when i thought my life was perfect, it can be swept away within weeks, days or even hours. God put me on a test, test to make me a stronger person, a more mature and responsible one that is. i guess i should just leave this hanging.. dont feel like disclosing further. all i know is i have to be very strong.. i must face all obstacles.. prove to the world that i belong! -diLa-